Here you can view other visitors' messages, or leave one of your own. Click on the 'Sign the Guestbook' link to leave your own message. Sign the Guestbook Name Comments 61) Kim Miller We have been thinking especially about you Emily, these past few weeks. You had such a vibrant, shining graciousness; it is very much missed. I am so glad you and Gavin married and had time together. It enriched you both. Gavin, you are loved and thought of constantly, please know that. Even when the words are hard to find, the feelings are right there. Perhaps God allows us to become tongue tied so we will try harder to show our love. "When we do the best we can, we never know what miracle is wrought in our life, or the life of another." Helen Keller To all of Emily's family, friends and loved ones, we send our love. Kim and Mariya Miller and family Wednesday, December 14, 2005 at 15:25 60) Julie Church Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of the many friends and family that are remembering Emily this week. The memory of Emily and this tragedy is in my prayers. Julie Church Monday, December 12, 2005 at 10:49 59) Kimberly Halladay-Giddings I was Emily's RLC for 2 years in Hill Hall, while she was a SMC and a PA. My memories of Emily are very special to me and our conversations during our individual meetings always touched my heart. She was a woman of passion and faith. May your peace be that she is with the Lord. My prayers go out to Gavin, Bekah, Jessica and the entire family. Friday, December 09, 2005 at 05:38 58) Brian Hughes Emily and I went to SPU together. While I was there, I found out that her and I were related to the same person (George Soule) who came over on the Mayflower. She was a friend of mine, and a good friend to my wife in the Honors program. I will always remember her as a person full of joy and always happy. I am thankful to God for having known her. Thursday, December 08, 2005 at 20:19 57) Laura Partridge Lympus I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you all and praying for you today! May the peace of Christ surround you today and always. Thursday, December 08, 2005 at 14:00 51) Jonathan Stair I'd heard about this tragedy earlier but only today came across this site. I went to High School with Emily. We shared a lot of classes and played sports together. She was a good friend and an amazing young woman. It makes my heart ache to think of such a vibrant, wonderful life being cut short. It may not make the pain go away, but it's comforting to look back on the life she lived and the witness she was for Christ. My thoughts and prayers are with her family. Thursday, August 25, 2005 at 13:53 50) Melanie Jolliff I just found out. I went to high school with Emily, and although I wasn't a friend we had similar classes and remember her as a warm and caring person. I've seen many heartwarming articles about her life and regret not getting to know her better in high school. I only hope that her friends, family and husband are doing well, and know that her life is inspiring, reminding us to live each day to its fullest and happiest, which, from what I have read, she certainly did. Saturday, July 23, 2005 at 01:51 49) Susan "Timex" Anderson I just found out. I'm devestated and truely sorry for your loss. At camp, and even at church, she was the joy of everyone, always had a smile on her face. I thank God for the time I spent with her. May she rest in peace. God Bless. Sunday, June 05, 2005 at 22:09 48) Fellow Trout Creek Staff Member We will miss you Sparkles! Thank you for being such a bright light for Jesus to everyone you came in contact with. Your love for God and people will continue to shine in your memory. Thank you for being a true example of what it means to be a servant! Wednesday, May 04, 2005 at 23:28 47) Matthew Libby (Hobbes) "Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor have entered into the heart of man the things which God has prepared for those who love Him." Sparkles, you now drink at the fountain head the beauty of Jesus of which I have just barely tasted. Shine on beautiful one, for one day we shall all be one. And this day cannot come soon enough. Greet my mother for me with a kiss. We miss you here, we think of you, we celebrate your life. My deepest condolances and sympathy to the friends and family, I know some of what you now taste for I myself have just lost one dear to me. I pray that God will draw you close to His breast and bring you rest and peace in this time. May God's grace be continually overflowing and abudantly yours in this time. Matthew Sunday, May 01, 2005 at 00:27 46) Jacob "Wiggity" Young I just got the newsletter this mourning, and was very,very saddend. I knew one summer from a campers point of view, then the following as a fellow staff memebr at trout creek bible camp.. Her camp name fit her more than anyone else. Sparkles. Because everytime she smiled you would just see that sparkle in her smile but also in her eyes, and spirit. Thus Sparkles fits. My favorite memorie of Sparkles was during a staff meeting we were all praying and worshiping. I was on crew guys which was pretty much the bottom of the totom pole but awesome at the same time. While we were worshiping we were supposed to have our eyes closed. But I could help but look around the room at one point. We were sing the song " better is on day in your courts" some people were standing with there arms to the side, some were sitting. But there was sparkles with her arms lifted as high as they could go singing with all of her heart worshping God. Now I have been all around the world and seen many things, but till this very day that was one of the most beautiful sites i have seen. I cried when i saw it, and i still cry when i think of it till this very day, because of the beautiful heart she had and awesome love for God. My prayers go to her entire family. I also wrote the following poem in rememberance: One less Sparkle in the sky by Jacob "wiggity" Young deciated to Emily Ora Soule Hesse Often every night, I look to the sky to see the stars shinning bright. I think of our lord and savior how he made everyone single one, And how much love,energy, and thought he put into it before he was done. Memories of the days with friends up at the CREEK, and how every day the lord we would try to seek. Now in the city the stars, you can only see a few. But at the CREEK, in numbers the stars greatly grew. But the stars weren't the only thing that would sparkle all the time. There was a person whose heart sparkled in everyones life, including yours and mine. Now that sparkle has found the lord she so greatly tried to seek. But something has changed for me and my memories at the CREEK . Cause from this moment on as I get older and life goes flying by. No matter how many stars i see,There will always be one less sparkle in the sky. One less sparkle in my life. You were a great person and friend Emily. And hopefullly you can read this in heaven, cause when i get there we have alot of catching up to do. Your friend and fellow trout creek staff memeber. Wiggity Wednesday, April 27, 2005 at 15:06 45) Christine Alex Emily was my counselor back when i was 12 and 13. I am now 20, and i just found out that she passed away. I was just looking at the same camp pictures a couple days ago that are in the gallery. Emily completely reflected what it meant to console, understand, and love others just as Christ. I cried some painful tears on her shoulder back when i was young, and i have never forgotten her. she was such a beautiful light. i offer my love to all of her family and to Gavin. I pray that you will continue to heal through the love of Jesus. I am so thankful that Sparkles was apart of my life those 7 years ago, she was a teacher then to me even at her young age. Much love and joy to all of you. christine. Monday, April 25, 2005 at 00:35 44) SPU alum I never knew Emily during our time at SPU, but I will never forget the light of Christ that shone from her face when I would see her around campus. I have been deeply affected by her death. At her funeral, I came to admire her and wish sincerely that I had had a chance to be her friend in college. The remembrance of her life has challenged me as a woman of God, and I pray for Gavin and the Soule and Hesse families regularly. I can't comprehend your pain. May this agony bring you closer to our amazing God, in whose presence Emily is resting. Sunday, April 24, 2005 at 18:25 43) Abbey Smith Like countless others, I too knew "Sparkles" at Trout Creek Bible. Though she was never my counselor, spent many years observing her during my weeks at camp. She was gorgeous, and on fire for the Lord. She would always stand up in front of the chapel with her cabin during worship time, lifting her hands in surrender to our Lord Jesus Christ. She would dance around a little, singing her heart out for Jesus. Emily was truly a gift from God to have inspired so many young people as she has. I will be praying for her family, my heart goes out to them. Thank you Lord, for Emily. Thursday, April 21, 2005 at 18:09 42) Megan Shulke I met Emily as "Sparkles," back in 1998 when I was in 7th grade and she was one of my counselors at TCBC. I can recall how excited I was to be in her cabin and get to know her that week, and how special I felt a year or two later when back at camp she remembered who I was (or at least did a good job of pretending!). I remember Emily as being a ton of fun, full of life and truly 'sparkly' with God's love. My heart goes out to everyone that knew and loved Emily and I pray that God will help see you through this difficult time. I feel priviledged that I had the opportunity to know Emily, even for just one week of her life, and I so look forward to meeting her once again in Heaven where we can spend eternity worshiping around God's throne. Thank you so much for sharing this website! ~ Megan Shulke Thursday, April 21, 2005 at 11:45 41) Jim and Jaci Kennington We saw Emily Soule Hesse's announcement in the Trout Creek Bible Camp newsletter. We didn't personally know Emily but we looked at all the pictures and felt like we could have a little glimpse into her world here on earth. We will look forward to meeting her in heaven! Our prayers are for her dear husband, family, and friends who still remain. God bless you. Thursday, April 21, 2005 at 08:31 40) Brianne Underhill Soule Family- I'm so sorry for the loss of Emily. What a joy for her that she is seeing amazing things in heaven right now. I know, though, how hard it is to lose a family member. I did not know Emily really, but I was friends with Jessica at CBC, and remember seeing Emily around at church and at Trout Creek. One thing I do remember is that she was always smiling. Even a smile can go so far when things seem dim. I'll be praying for your family. Bri Wednesday, April 20, 2005 at 23:22 39) Grace Halliday-Miller I remember when I first met Emily and I recall wishing to be older so that I could be friends with her. Emily remained in my life for many years as a great many things: my sister's friend, camp counsilor, and someone that I will always remember and look up to. Em's passion for Christ and her love for her fellow humans was amazing and I regret that she was taken so soon. I know that there is a reason for this and I do believe that though she touched so many lives before she passed, she as touched just as many in the memory of her. My heart goes out to the Soule family and the Hesse family. God Bless. -Grace Tuesday, April 19, 2005 at 17:45 38) megan Goodrick i knew emily as my camp counselor and she was very close to me she led me back to my lord jesus and to me that was so huge i can never thank her enough she was so kind so sweet my friend if i could have said goodbye i'll always miss her as will every one who knew her shed always light the room up with a positve aditude and full of joy she was so uniqe ill always know her as sparkles my freind but i know shes happy so we dont need to greeve to hard we'll always miss her with to emily from megan Tuesday, April 19, 2005 at 17:35 37) Eric Jen (Wasabi) I was a camper the years Sparkles was CIT and counselor. I just remember my whole middle school wagon having a crush on her and all the girl campers absolutely adoring her. I have worked on staff the past three years and often, as a staff, we talk about our old counselors. Sometimes my campers talk about their old counselors also and almost everytime Sparkles is one of the names that came up. From all I have heard, Emily made a giant, immeasurable impact on the lives of her campers and fellow staff that carries on. I am not just saying this as a memorial; it truly has astounded me how many people continually reference Sparkles as an amazing person and life-changer. I have been praying for the Soules and the Hesses, and especially Smidge. God Bless. Tuesday, April 19, 2005 at 11:09 36) McKenzie Brock (Pic Z)04 I remember my first year of camp, Emily wasn't my counselor but I remember seeing her around and my friends and I thought she was gorgeous. On the last day of camp we raised up enough courage to ask to get a picture of her... she was so gracious and kind, I still have that picture six years later. Last Summer I worked at TCBC on the crew, it was people like Emily whose beauty shined for all to see on the inside and out. She made me want to serve God more. All my love goes out to you. Monday, April 18, 2005 at 23:53 35) Lisa Woods Emily was my camp councelor at tcbc in 1998. She was such a good person and a sweetheart at that. I was sorry to hear about her death. I will be prayin for you all. Monday, April 18, 2005 at 19:48 34) Remnant I remember her eyes and her smile. When you saw her you could see Jesus shining inside. May the Lord comfort you soul today and forever. Monday, April 18, 2005 at 16:43 33) Molly Ziegler Emily, you were camp counselor some years ago but i can remember it like it was yesterday. You were such a sweetheart and inspiration to so many campers, i cant bring my self to imagine why the Lord would want to take you home so early it seems. But He does have a plan and a purpose. Though I cry tears of sadness and think of you not here, you are still with us and will NOT be forgotten, just like your tender serving spirit. God will bless you and you shall recieve you treasures in Heaven for the work you have done. I love you and will miss you terribly. I will pary for your husband and family. Also for the campers you touch. Monday, April 18, 2005 at 14:32 32) Michelle Meier Dear friends, Iam sorry for all of the pain that you have going though. Iam fourteen-years-old Iam a camper at Trout Creek Bible Camp for two times. May God Bless You! Michelle Meier Monday, April 18, 2005 at 14:19 31) Dorie Courtney Dear Friends, We have been, and continue to pray for each of you. Remembering your girls always brings a smile . It was fun to see them all growing up. ( I still remember hearing all the girl giggles from their slumber parties in your back yard.) While it is difficult even impossible to imagine the depth of your loss, it is a blessing to know that Emily is with our Lord Jesus. What a wonderful place to be! Much love to all of you, In Him , Dorie Courtney Wednesday, April 06, 2005 at 12:56 30) laura brandt marilyn, cliff & family, i am so very sorry to hear about the loss of emily. her & i were close when we were younger, & her freshman year at david douglas, was my sophmore year, her & i became quite close again. there wasn't a day that went by that i didn't see her wonderful smiling face & get a great big hug from her. i wish we would've stayed in contact after i graduated. we will all truly miss her & she will be with us all, in our thoughts & prayers. thank you for sharing the wonderful memories & pictures. god bless Wednesday, March 30, 2005 at 11:32 29) Friend I miss you so much Em... Saturday, March 26, 2005 at 00:15 28) Louis and Helen Hoffman Dear Cliff and Marilyn, We were sorry to hear of the death of your beautiful Daughter. Pastor Dave has kept us informed about her home going. We have good memories of the time when you attended Living Hope, then it was Lynch. We have thought of your family often. You have been in our prayers. What a difference it makes in our times of sorrow when we can rest in the comfort of our heavenly Father! Your reflections on Emily's life were a beautiful tribute to a young person who was living for Christ. We love you in Christ. Louis abd Helen Hoffman Sunday, March 20, 2005 at 18:20 27) Mark Embury I have a memory of going with Cliff and Marilyn and the kids to a park out of Sandy, Oregon. Emily was was in High School and they laughed so hard at me because after numerous attempts to hit a baseball into the tree's I finally gave up. Emily will be always a beautiful light in my memory of her, I wished I had been able to visit more from California. Tuesday, March 15, 2005 at 11:13 26) Brad Barnes Cliff, You and your family are an inspiration. I am glad I have got to know you. Wednesday, March 09, 2005 at 12:22 25) beverly cyrus iim sorry sorry about ue daughter i have a daughter the same age my heart breaks for u and ur family i can tell u she looks so beauitful and she looks a angel to me and we know shes with the lord hand in hand walking the streets of gold my prayers is with u and ur family Thursday, February 24, 2005 at 18:12 24) Jeanie Burgin Dear Marilyn and family, We were deeply saddened to hear of Emily's death. This web site is truly a beautiful tribute to a beautiful young woman. Our family came to love Emily during those camp years. She meant so much to Stephen, Sarah and especially Patty. We were so glad that Patty was able to attend the memorial service. I cannot even begin to immagine your sorrow at not having her with you here in this world. How could any of us go on without the promise of Eternal Life with our wonderful Jesus! Your letter to Emily and your thoughts as to how you are doing now deeply touched my heart as a mother. What you shared concerning being grateful for the 24 years that God gave you with her was especially meaningful. It made me want to consider each day more precious than we can imagine as we do not know what tomorrow may hold. Our prayers will continue to be with you and your family. You are truly a testimony of the miraculous grace of God during this time. All our Love, Jeanie and Ron Burgin and family Friday, February 11, 2005 at 04:24 20) Donna Gurney Marilyn and Cliff, What a truly amazing daughter you have. What a blessing to have this tribute to honor and keep memories of her! My mother would have loved seeing it all but instead she is there with Emily in the presence of our wonderful Lord God. Many in our family and friends have gone on to heaven in recent days and it makes us long to see what our future will be like with Jesus. Tuesday, February 01, 2005 at 06:40 19) Penny and Allen Abrahamson Marilyn, Our hearts broke for you when we learned of Emily's death. We're glad she's with her Lord, but we have no idea of the pain you feel because you miss her. When you hurt, we hurt too. Being able to see these pictures of her and to read your reflections meant a lot to us. May you clearly sense God's presence shepherding you during the days ahead. Love in our Messiah, and prayers, Penny and Allen Tuesday, February 01, 2005 at 02:50 18) Richard Courtney Dear Marylin and family. My heart broke hearing about Emily. But know my love and prayers are and have been with you and your entire family. In His Grip Richard Tuesday, February 01, 2005 at 00:41 17) Steve and Robynne Cornell What a beautiful tribute to a beautiful girl! We have been asking the Lord to give you peace through this very difficult time. Monday, January 31, 2005 at 14:45 16) Cheryl McGinley Marilyn, Thanks so much for sharing your memories of Emily with us! Reading your letter to her, the eulogy, and your thoughts on how you are doing brought tears to my eyes. I am truly sorry for your loss. The fact that your faith is still so strong is truly a testamony as to your walk with God. My prayers are with you. Cheryl McGinley Sunday, January 30, 2005 at 22:24 15) Robin Newton Cliff and Family - Wow, what a beautiful and remarkable young woman! It saddens me to know that her life was cut short, but I know that she brought great enjoyment and love to your life. We all worked together, for many years, bringing stories of our kids with us to share between us. Now most of them are grown up and living their own lives. Just shows how time does march on, and life is too short, we need to remember to enjoy what we have, you just never know...Please know that my thoughts and prayers are with you. Robin Friday, January 28, 2005 at 11:31 14) Sara Leventhal Dear Emily's family, I knew Emily through volunteer work at NEDA, and although I only knew her for about six months, she brightened my life. I always looked forward to walking in the door and seeing her beautiful, smiling face. I want you to know that even though I have not had the chance to meet you, you are in my thoughts. This is a beautiful website and I will always remember Emily. With deepest sympathy, Sara Leventhal Thursday, January 27, 2005 at 18:10 13) Julie Vawser I don't know you but I'm so glad to know that Emily was a child of God and is with Him in heaven. We often live our lives as if there were no tomorrow. I grieve with you but know I don't understand your pain. A book I read by Randy Alcorn In Light of Eternity helped me get a better perspective of heaven. I see he has just written another one called Heaven which I plan to get. Maybe you've heard of him. May God comfort you and your family during these difficult times. Julie Vawser Wednesday, January 26, 2005 at 13:55 12) Michael McAfee Thank you, Marilyn for sharing from your heart so beautifully. You are truly full of a grace that has no natural explanation. I am deeply moved by the message of Emily's life and by your testimony. Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 20:20 11) Danielle Lower Marilyn, I just want you to know that my heart and prayers go out to you and your family in this time of need. -Danielle Lower Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 20:04 10) Cheryl Bowen Marilyn and family, As you know the Mt Hood family are thinking of you during your time of sorrow. Ther are no words to express the sadness of your loss. You and yours are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless and take good care. Cheryl Bowen Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 18:55 9) Jonathan Parker Marilyn, I was deeply saddened at hearing of Emily's death. I am so very sorry and am deeply moved by the "remembering Emily" website. You are in my prayers and I will continue praying that the pain of grief will soften as time brings healing. May God's grace and comfort be yours in abundance. Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 16:27 8) Danny Porter My heart goes out to the Soule family. I only knew Jessica in high school, and we were in drama together. I never knew Emily, but even still, you're family has been in my thoughts and prayers. Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 15:10 7) Marlena Wray Dear Marilyn, There is nothing to compare with the loss of a child,and only those who have known such a tragedy can truly understand your sorrow. Though words may be meaningless right now, may you find some comfort in the love and concern that surround you from so many who deeply care. In Sympathy and Friendship Marlena Wray Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 14:27 6) Ted Scheinman Marilyn, I looked through the photos of Emily and tears came to my eyes. I saw a person who was blessed with family and friends who loved her. She seems to have had a full, although short, life. It pains me, as your biggest pain in the side, to imagine how hard this is for you. I pray for your peace of mind and to look forward to a time when the pain is not so great. Ted Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 14:12 5) Kate Harrington Marilny I pray that God keeps you and your family at peace. I pray that the death of your daughter will only strengthen your love for him. You will be in my prayers. Love Kate Harrington Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 13:11 4) Ernie Coombes Mrs. Soule, I'm learning a lot in your class. You and your family will be in my familys prayers. -Ernie Coombes- Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 9:32 3) Heather Mackris Soule family you are in my thoughts and prayers, God Bless you all. Love Heather Mackris PS- I miss you Jessie Tuesday, January 25, 2005 at 9:10